Kahfiyy

Keep eating to keep from puking.

God I really hate to cry.

Gghh jj iii o u iiiii eee e f q w e r t y u o p a s d f g h j k l z x c v b n m 

kamu tau ngga bahwa aku kangen amat ama kamu, fakhruddin azzaky, kerna kamu tidak wujud, krna kamu muncul saat aku paling dalam kesusahan. krna kamu figmen imaginasiku.krna kau hadir dlm pelbagai manifestati, dan yang terpenting, krna aku tahu kamu mmg ada, walau iya, mmg ngga wujud.

Yang paling aku kesal. singgahnya kamu terlalu singkat. waktu aku masih perlu kamu sudah pergi. tapi tetap ku tahu bahwa kamu dekat disini. the only place where you still exist: in my memories.

Sepertinya, aku boneka, ikut itu, follow ini yg ngga bisa fikir. pantas aku hidup skadar memenuhi ruang senggang.

Terima kasih tho, fuck you.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Allahu akbar

Alhamdulillah today got some money, kinda. well not yet must wait a bit my fees are way overdue tired sleepy. Ya Allah, you know my strengths and weaknesses please help me navigate through my life safely, I need guidance I need help I need my blackberry to behave and listen to what I say and do what I want and what I want only.

I couldn’t start typing or writing without saying: “I hate”… I don’t know where the hate comes from (well maybe I do) but it is so ingrained in me that it affects others. Also, as of now I have no interests at all and that makes me such a boring person to be with thus I have no friends so far. well, in other news…

looking over your shoulder